Reflection for North Balwyn Uniting Church
6th of August 2023
Matthew 14:22-33
‘But immediately Jesus spoke to them and said, “Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid.”’
Thirty-one years ago I was studying first year law and second year history. Both those degrees were teaching me how to analyse documents, which led to me having lots of discussions with my then-flatmate, the daughter of a Uniting Church minister, about how I could possibly continue to read the Bible as ‘unique prophetic and apostolic testimony’ (Paragraph Five of the Basis of Union) rather than simply as a collection of historical documents to be scrutinised in exactly the same way that I was learning to investigate the Babylonian Enūma Eliš or Donoghue v Stevenson, the 1932 case that created the law of negligence. In one of these discussions, I said that the Bible remained important to me, but I did not think I could just pick a verse, “like Matthew 14:27,” I said, making up a verse at random, and have it mean something for my life. A little later in the conversation my flatmate and I decided just to have a look and see what Matthew 14:27 said, and we found that Matthew 14:27 is the verse I just quoted. It could not have been more relevant to a discussion in which I had confessed that I was finding the one holy catholic and apostolic church deeply problematic as I learned more of its history, but that I could not bear to leave Christianity because if I did “I would miss Jesus”.
I have held on to Matthew 14:27, ‘Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid,’ over the past thirty-one years, along with the awareness that I would miss Jesus if I ever gave up my faith. Continue reading